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Hej allihopa
sorry för att ag inte har skrivit jag har som haft FUUUUUUUULLT upp
inte hunnit göra så mkt. jag har som jobbat, jobbat och jobbat och rest en massa
men ja här kommer jag igång igen iaf :) men en massa bilder hoppas ni gillar dem :P
Hej!
Just nu sitter jag vid datan och spelar Borderlands...vilket går Jätte bra xD typ eller iaf lite.
Igår så var jag på celo med Kim vi hade det Awsomr men fan va trötta vi var efteråt xD Haha Jag tror vi deckade direkt vi kom hem ^^"
Nåja nu har jag ätit och sättit upp håret även...hmmm undra om jag ska ta och sova kanske en stund till Hehe XD
Well well ta hand om er allihopa Cya~
Hej!Hej!
Det var ett tag sen ^^"
Men ja jagchar som inte haft nå bra internet på ett tag hehe ^^" så fick vänta ett bra tag IGEN
Men ja jag ska snart få en lägenhet. Typ nästa vecka så nu är det mkt flytt, sen så ska jag gått ner 21 kg på sistone från 89 till 68 kg
Så ja det börjar arta sig Haha :P
Nåja nu ska jag gå och skratta åt hur underbart jag har det och skaka på huvudet åt mitt ex som tydligen inte fattar att hennes problem att deppa ihop är hon sj...*suck* önskar hon kommer bara på det sj oxå :C
Nåja tacke care allihopa så hörs vi närvi hörs ^^
Once upon a time we had a lot to fight for, We had a dream and we had a plan, it was sparks in the air when we spread a lot of envy and we didn't have to care about anything ,but that was once upon a time.
But remember when I swore that my love is never ending and you and I will never die
Remember when I swore about that we had it all together.
But now I'll sail away becuse it's time for me to leave now when it's the could days.
and well, yeah The rainy days are yours to keep.
I will now fade away becuase the night is calling my name, and you will stay when I'll sail away
Once upon a time we used to burn candles in our place that we call a home, but now I see that all that was only a dream that we lived, I'm sure about one thing, it was better than divine, becuse every day was like a gift with you.
But that was once upon a time.
There was no reason to lie, no need to pretend, I was grateful to die just to live ours once upon a time.
now I'm fearless to fly and I'm even not afrid to reach for the end
Hej igen....Jo jag vet en djup text och sånt
Men jag tyckte att den skulle vara med just nu inte för att den är menad för mig eller nå annat jag ville bara skriva ut lite.
:3 Kram!
OKEYI'm borde as hell but okey it's like that normaly everyday ^^
You can say that I love you.
You can call out the guards.
You can fall back with the night or open your heart.
I know you will run in to that arms and never le go.
Becuase you don't want to be alone.
"Kill me or love me I will never let go anyway!" I opened up my eyes and saw a girl scream at me and holded a knife in her hand which was a little bit twisted, kind of creppy if I can say that. Her eyes was wide open and all red after she have cried for a while and her cheeks was all black by here make up and tears, but I didn't understand the smile on hers lips.
Join me in hell, did I hear a voice inside my head wisper, it really feeld like something or someone was behind me, I can't really explain the feeling but I was so damn sure it was someone or something there so I really was that stupid to turn around and let go of the girl with my eyes. Then just some small secounds later so did I feel the burning pain by the knife in my bak then everything turned into black.
I woke up with a burning feeling in my bak and could feeling inside of me in same times I fighted after air and tryed to calm down myself but when I heard my phone get a message so did I thought that I got a heartattack. Some minutes later when I got in to my minde that it was only the phone so did I take it up and looked it up and saw a text message from my exboyfrinde who was a kind of a shit head. xxx-xxxxxxU know who!
Once upon time we had a lot to fight for , we had a dream and a plan and it was sparks in the air when we spread a lot of envy and we didn't have to care about anything ,but that was once upon a time. But remember when I swore that my love is never ending and you and I will never die Remember when I swore about that we had it all together. But now I'll sail away becuse it's time for me to leave now when it's the could days. and well, yeah The rainy days are yours to keep. I will now fade away becuase the night is calling my name, and you will stay when I'll sail
away
Once upon a time we used to burn candles in our place that we call a home, but now I see that all that was only a dream that we lived, I'm sure about one thing, it was better than divine, becuse every day was like a gift with you.
But that was once upon a time. There was no reason to lie, no need to pretend, I was grateful to die just to live ours once upon a time.
now I'm fearless to fly and I'm even not afrid to reach for the end
I dindn't really want to speak with him or hear anything about him. he was kind of a little bit more then gone in my life I more exactly didn't really care anything about him. if he died I would laugh well alright i'm not the only one who would do that. He is sick and no one dosen't really care about him becuase, he dosen't really show other pepols some respect or any humenlity in the soul, he is only could and weak minded, I even just want to puck when I thinkn about it.
I took a secounde to just calm down before I got dressed and took up the computer to word down my dream then put it up on my blogg.
After that so did I stick out my head through the window and catched some some freash air, well ok not so freash when I even took a cigaret.
"good morning world" did I think quiet for myself before I looked at the clock and wondred when Robin will be home and when he's younger sisster will get home, whos I had never meet. and Robin did I meet in yesterday for the first time, which would nerver happen if we didn't speak on emocore for some short days, becouse if we didn't so would I not be even close to be here on my free will, all alone in his and yeah his sissters apartment.
Feels kind of weird but in a good way , specily about when he is so gently and really trust me that much and the final point is, we have only known each other in 16 hours now and 39 minuts. no I'm not schoked not at all he-he.
anyway I will soon sign in skype then chat with André just to get the time to go.
Old Pic!
This is not what I wanted. This is not the feeling I want. This is not what I want to think about. This is not the morning I should wake up to.
This is not what I took, Even if it screamed inside of me.
"Take it all!"
it's hard to understand myself, so it has to be hard as hell for you!
This is not the way I wanted, not the way I really want to chose, so I keep it quiet in my soul.
I can't say the devil made me to do it.
I chose to be the one I am, the way I am today. And I can't see anyway around it. and in the end I will be alone here all whitout YOU!
Now I'm drowning in the bottom of the bottle and running away from the one I couldn't stop myself to be. even if I know that one day I have to face the one I'm.
and she is a demon the one I have created from mysel and that is the tragic truth.
so how will I stop the demon who lives inside of me.
I can't do it for my own. But I will not give up this fight.
Känner mig som att jag har hamnat i den harmoniska Wonderland .
Jaja, visst, ok, dålig förklaring...så bättre att börja om,
Men jag har nu äntligen flyttat tillbaka till Luleå från Stockholms stresset och har varit nu här sen i måndags så mina dagar har gått som segt eller något.
Måndag kom med flyget upp med alla mina kartonger och blir direkt samma dag medlem även i bandet.
Tisdag så packare man upp i barn stohejet på Loet, efter ha umgåst med André ett tag och och fått knuffa upp hans bil som batteriet dog på, upp för en jävla brant backe, det var knappt vi klarade det på sista metrarna, men tur som då hade vi två raggare som stannade upp och hjälpte till, men jag kom på dock genom en "fin" och "vänlig" beröring där bak, så fattade man att dem ville egentligen ha nå annat (fy fan vad jag är less på dessa personer)
Onsdagså träffade man mamma en snabbis och André som fick hjälp av sin pappa att ta hem bilen.
sen så var man igen på Loet och kollade en massa pappren och möten (som jag borde gå som är idag 13:15 men va fan vrf ska jag gå ditt och höra en liten kvinna kalla mig sjuk i huvudet) men ja annars så har man lämnat Damien på sjukan och han mår bra det är ingenfara. :) *lättad* idag så ska han kolla hur hjärtat mår o.s.v har inte så mkt till detaljer ^^'
Ja sen så igår vid 17-tiden så har man umgåst nu med Robin som nu är på jobbet och jag är i hans lägenhet.....
hmmm ett nytt sätt av artighet för min del ^^ han låter mig stanna kvar här i hans och hans syrras tysta LUGNA! lägenhet (Ja jag är glad för det. vem skulle inte det efter en lång tid i Stockholm och sen komma till Loet och höra alla hyper små söta barn även där).
Lugn och oro just nu är bättre än s*x!
nåja jag ska nu försöka över leva timmarna ^^ hörs när vi hörs
You can say that I love you
You can sound the alarm and you can call out your guards
you can fence in your yard even can hold all the cards
but I won't back down
Mycket att göra och mycket har hänt var i Stocholm i 3 veckor. TACK GRABBAR FÖR ATT NI PAYADE!
.....Jag är så jävla förälskad just nu och det bästa är att den person är min och bara min! =3
något lycklig? HA-Ha ocf I'M
Ska man känna så här?
Varje dag
Så vaknar jag och jar tusen känslor och tankar i huvudet. Jag vet inte riktigt vad jag ska göra eller säga med dem. Jag känner mig lite smått vilse men det är väl vanligt ändå för mig. Jag har iaf tankar på att ta rn semester sen från hela sociala världen. Det kan vara skönt. . .iaf bara en vecka. . .nåja nu ska jag ta och lägga mig igen och försöka sova om inte då läsa Yaoi.
Vi får see.
Take care everybody ;*
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